DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support 2

[ScaredinCanada]

LOL - ya Punchy. I don't need to go dark on you guys, that's for sure.

No it was D5's party this weekend, and had Friday off work as well. Didn't do a lot but decieded to stay off the computer 100%, that's one of my 180's.

Weekend was ok, but W made comments about selling our house which got us into some R talk. Although I felt some positives last weekend, this past weekend she seems to be back to her plan full speed ahead. She finally told her sister, which I think was difficult for her - but based on the way she told me I don't think her sister had a negative reaction.

I'm going to book the MC this week, but I don't know if it's going to matter because I know my W just wants to use the oppurtunity to have someone else tell me it's over. I really hope we get a decent C, as I believe at this point that's all that will help.

The R discussion ended up talking about my M and her effect/impact on our M again. I honestly believe it's 50% of the reason I am in this mess. Man that [censored].

W is taking D2 and D5 away for a couple days with her mother, so it's just me and D6. I'm going to take her out for dinner and then bowling. Then I'll get her to bed and sit and watch a movie tonight. Low stress high fun evening, once I get through with my work day. Crazy cold today, -25 with the wind chill...and big storm headed our way tomorrow night.