Well I really messed up this weekend. I totally stepped backwards. Not sure why or what caused it. I became to compfortable around her. She let me touch her while laying on the couch and of course that went straight to my head. Last night we talked for quite some time and it basically ended with me suggesting we start sleeping in seperate beds. We had still been in the same bed even through all this crap. So last night she slept on the couch. This morning was a normal morning, pleasentry's and all.


Me - 39 yrs old
Wife - 39 yrs old
Married - 18 years
Together - almost 21 year
Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10
Bomb Dropped in May 2010
Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out