This entry, Denver, is an inspiration to me. If you've read my threads, this week and especially tonight was heartbreaking and awful for me. Even though there's no OM, the very thought of my wife dating another man, and possibly her having a good time with his thingamajig and he hers, makes me sick and so so awful. It eats me up inside, really. I was her first and she was mine...call it possessiveness or whatever. I know it's not the physical that counts, but emotional and spiritual, but as a guy...I just don't want to think about it too much or I'll breakdown again.
