Went skiing today and after a day of skiing in the trees, my buddy and I get back to my car. I reach into the pocket where I had my keys and the pocket was unzipped, and NO KEYS!!! Well, here I am in the mountains 1 1/2 hours from home stuck in the parking lot and my buddy supposed to be picking up his W and 2D at the airport in 2 hours!
I can't tell you how panicked I was thinking about how this was going to be received by my W and not to mention, how the hell were we getting back to Denver and then, how the hell was I getting back up there to get my car.
After walking all the way back to the base of the mtn., and checking with security, lost and found and a few other places, I went to the base lift which I had ridden up after lunch. They didn't have the keys, but they were able to call over to the other lift where I had been skiing all day and miraculously, they had my keys!!! Thank god there was no new powder and that somehow, they must have ended up on a main trail instead of in the trees where I spent most of the day...I wish I knew who turned them in.
I almost peed my pants I was so happy! I went from thinking to myself, when is all the bad going to end, and then...
Could this be a sign that my luck is changing??
B.I.T.S.
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11
Survival?? How about Eye of the Tiger by Survivor?
Risin' up, back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive
So many times, it happens too fast You change your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive
Chorus: It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight Risin' up to the challenge of our rival And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger
Face to face, out in the heat Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry They stack the odds 'til we take to the street For we kill with the skill to survive
chorus
Risin' up, straight to the top Have the guts, got the glory Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop Just a man and his will to survive
chorus
The eye of the tiger (repeats out)...
Now seriously my song right now is WAITING FOR THE END by Linkin Park. I like the melody, and have always liked how LP mixes genres.
This is not the end This is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot Rocking every revision But you listen to the tone And the violent rhythm Though the words sound steady Something emptys within em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear Until we dead it forget it Let it all disappear
Waiting for the end to come Wishing I had strenght to stand This is not what I had planned It’s out of my control
Flying at the speed of light Thoughts were spinning in my head So many things were left unsaid It’s hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on I know how it feels to lie All I wanna do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven’t got
Sitting in an empty room Trying to forget the past This was never meant to last I wish it wasn’t so
What was left when that fire was gone I thought it felt right but that right was wrong All caught up in the eye of the storm And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I said My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead Picking up those pieces now where to begin The hardest part of ending is starting again
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven’t got
This is not the end This is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot Rocking every revision But you listen to the tone And the violent rhythm Though the words sound steady Something emptys within em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear Until we dead it forget it Let it all disappear
Me - 34 W - 33 M - 8 years T - 15 years D7, D5, D2 Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY" W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011
I agree. When a woman/men are done they are done! They don't care about what you eat where you sleep they don't care about anything! I think you'll start to see positives when you get that job not only in the way she views you but in your own esteem. Be happy because today you get another chance to make a difference
I wish that I could agree with you guys. The interest that she is showing is not in the sense that she is looking for any type of discussion regarding the topics. She is just setting things up for her ultimate play, starting the D. Her approach is not in a kind and curious manner. It is matter of fact and with absolutely no emotion behind it. There is no caring in her tone of voice, facial expressions or anything of the sort. If there was any hope, would there not be even the smallest signs of her having any real interest in what was going on with me? She just wants to know when she can end this. She talks AT me with a condescending attitude. All I can do is answer her in a manner that is not going to be confrontational. I have no real opportunities to do any DBing. I feel like a huge doormat and what choice do I have? If there was only even the smallest glimmer of hope, I sure have no idea where to find it and what it could possibly be at this point.
My W and MIL took my kids to church yesterday. In the 12+ years I have been together with her, she has never gone to church. I don't know what to think of it. I am not against it per se, but I was raised Jewish and we have never brought religion into our family. Not sure if I should approach the topic with my W. My girls are the ones who told me they went. My MIL doesn't even go, so I find it really odd.
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11
Moderators, can something please be done about Denver and his posts? he posted to my thread last night, it shows up almost 24 hopurs later and bumps my thread all the way to page 5.
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11
