Deja vu seems a lot different this time around...

[mj144]

Had 3rd interview on Friday. Last step is video conference call back to corporate. All indications were that my interview was received well by the guy who referred me to the position. Just anxious as hell to get this thing wrapped up. Hoping to have the call set up tomorrow. I appreciate your interest.

I do have to tell you that I am feeling like you were last night, man. My wife approached me on Friday about the fact that we are broke right now and wanted to know what I was going to do about my living sitch. She was asking if I was going to keep renting this room past February. She was also asking about my unemployment in such a condescending way. With money being so tight, I am inclined to move back home. She then tells me she doesn't want me there, again in a rude way. Not that I was expecting her to welcome me home with open arms, but why does she have to be such a bitch about it? We're going on 4 1/2 months and still the vitreol?!?!

I'm at a loss as to what to do any more. It doesn't seem to matter. She appears to be beyond done. Do I just move back home and let her move forward and "enjoy" my remaining time at my house before she buys me out? It's gonna confuse the sh!t out of my kids to have me move back in and then the next time, it being permanent.

I still have this whole job sitch hanging over my head. I just can't see me getting a job creating enough positive to make any difference in anything.

Losing any remaining hope...

B.I.T.S.