Your W still has to get used to this new you, give it time to sink in and she can realize it is real.
Let me share this - a long time ago I was a WAW. I wanted space and peace from my then H, I never got it. There was barely a day went by that he didn't work on convincing me to come home. Finally I did. Guess What? it didn't work, except this time I kicked him out and kept my place. I was stronger, I had more resolve because he would never listen to my requests. Just saying....
You've done great with the short times and interactions you've hd with your W. Take a break and let it soak in.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
