Dixie, I promise I will try to find my way to the gym instead of the bottle next time. Thanks for the support!
2step, dude, you never fail to crack me up. Nice stuff!
Zen, I am sorry if I scared everyone. Yes, reading my post sober is quite scary. But I promise I would never to anything to hurt myself. NEVER! I have too much to live for. I have a wonderful family, a good job, a nice house, money in the bank, no real serious health issues and a wonderful group of friends on this forum. If I can get my M in order, I will be one happy dude! But thanks for the concern. You are the best!
By the way, my buddy buried his brother yesterday in Alabama. I have been calling him every day to check up on him. He is not doing well at all. In the 15 years that I have known him, I have never seen him cry. Tonight we stayed on the phone for 45 minutes. I am doing what I can to help him understand what he is going through and will go through. He has never buried a relative. He just kept saying, "I can't believe how much pain I am in. I can't believe he is gone." I feel so sorry for him. But, I will do what I need to do to keep him going. He in a way is now a BITS also. Just a BITS of a different kind...
BITS never walk alone!
FOBD
Me: 39 W: 36 T: 15 yrs M: 9 yrs S: 09/10
So you can get on with your search, baby And I can get on with mine And maybe someday we will find, That it wasn't really wasted time...
