Till death do us part... or she leaves...

[zengypsy]

I wish there was a way that we could all meet each other, but I know the board is very specific about privacy and I respect that. But it would be nice to get our Newcomers group together BITS and the girls.

And FOBD, no need to apologize. We all try to numb the pain in some way from time to time. Sometimes it just feels like we are being swallowed by it. I agree with DG, be careful with that - the last thing you need to do is get more depressed. Just think about if you drink yourself pissa** drunk, what is is that you are looking to gain from it?

I have been worried about you all day. Your post almost sounded like a suicide note and I was serioulsy wondering if we'd hear from you again. PLEASE don't scare us like that again. We are here for you.