Well, I was just watching my wedding DVD. When we got married in 1994 there were no such things as DVD's. About 6 mos ago, I decided to get it put on DVD. Why since we were seperated? Because it was one of thee happiest time in my life and alot of people that came to our wedding have since passed away. Alot of them taken from us too soon. Certain parts were hard. I cried especially when I saw my mom but I really watched my H in this DVD and I can 150% confirm that there was a time when he truly loved me. I saw it in our wedding DVD and I hadn't watched this prob in 14 years. I take comfort in knowing that and I also think of how we got in this awful place. Lastly, it just confirmed for me what my heart and head have known all along and that is my H is and always will be my soulmate and the love of my life. I will continue to pray that he finds his way back home even after our D is final in a few weeks. Hey, a girl can dream can't she? And it's been known to happen.
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M: 48, H: 42 Kids: 0 T: 20 yrs M: 16 yrs. (H's 1st, my 2nd) WAS/MLC: 12/7/09-I'm not the wife HE deserved Came home per L: 12/26/09, Left again: 2/6/10 Served: 10/21/10, D FINAL: 6/15/11
