So, you made a mistake...it happens. Point is that you KNOW it now. But, I have to say I'm worried for you and the drinking.
Please, promise that you when you feel like you just want to be numb for a bit. That you go for a run or walk or hit the gym.
I don't know if you believe in GOD. But, talk to him...ask him to give you peace..and then listen to what he is telling you.
Your going (were) to make it through this...I promise!
I'm praying for you and all of us always,
Dixie
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010