OY VEY is right! thanks for the hugs! I really need it right now.
Today my son and his family came over for dinner. They usually do on Sundays, witch I love because I can love on everyone. My H was outside with our son and came in for dinner. He is more talkative right now and I responded. I went and did my usual stuff and kept myself busy. I stayed back and let him have his time. I still notice the distance and know it will take time. Patience is what I need and you all are helping keep me grounded. Thank you! Y