Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Pretty good day today. Went to kid's soccer a bit early as planned and got on the walking track. H showed up in time to watch game and I noticed him look up a few times. At the end of the game, I waited till the kids were out of the dressing room to get off the track as I knew he'd be waiting to see them since he's been gone all week.

When I went down, he was with S and D. I went over and was waiting with one of the mom's and when he came out with the kids, she asked H why he made her kid cry (jokingly). Apparently H had accidentally poked her kid in the eye when he was pulling down his hat. I joked and told her kid he should poke him back and H went along with the joke and bent down to let her son poke him. We all laughed as the kid started to raise his finger with a weird smirk on his face, like he was thinking about it but changed his mind.

Kids gave H a hug bye and off we went. Followed him to the grocery store as I had to pick up a few things and apparently he did too. Funny, we ended up a couple people behind him in line and just as we got into line, a guy I knew came in behind me and started talking up a storm so I never really paid too much attention and H was gone.

Tomorrow will be challenge number two as kids have hockey practice and OW will likely be there. I'm going to go to sleep tonight with "PMA" and "As if" images dancing around in my head so they will be so ingrained in my head that nothing will phase me! Who knows, maybe something will come up about the kids that I need to speak to him about ... and I'll just plant myself down on the bench beside the two of them and discuss what needs discussing LOL. The mere shock value of that would be worth the price of admission.