So, pulled a little disappearing act this weekend. Kind of needed to walk away from things a little bit and regroup. But I thank you my BITs buddies so much for lifting me up! I would start singing you "Wind Beneath My Wings" but that might make me start crying (because it is so bad) more than the depressing songs you are all posting.
Not much to report this weekend. I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday because my H is an a$$, but I managed to just leave the house and drive around for a couple of hours just to avoid the fight. He called twice during this time to try and engage me in an argument but I didn't bite. Just told him to stop yelling at me because I wasn't yelling at him. That shut him up.
Well, the big question for the weekend is did he find an apartment... nope. I'm still not convinced that he's not looking. I think the delay may have something to do with the fact that the OW is moving down here in February and that's why this is suddenly put on the back burner. During our interaction yesterday I mentioned that i was uncomfortable in the house and why. He had an opportunity to mention that he didn't want to leave or something along those lines. That didn't happen. So I don't think things have really changed much. He still wants out. He is just being nicer I guess these days to keep the peace (except for his a$$ moment this weekend).
