So, H drops off the kids today. Doesn't stick around. I listen with interest to a synopsis of his weekend with the kids at the outer door, he tells me my youngest is running a fever off and onm suggests a modification on some lanyards he got the kids for keys, he kisses the kids and hugs them. I'm standing away against the wall opposite the door. He says goodbye, I wave from my position outside this cozy little group.
For the last two days my mantra has been, " I don't care anymore." Just turning off and numbing out. I don't know if this is good or not.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.