FOBD - Man, it is okay that you broke down last night. I know that you asked us not to remind you of it, but I don't want you to feel that any of us are judging you or that you let anyone down. You did NOT.
Like Gritter said, we have all been where you are. I have prayed to a god that I'm not even sure that I believe in, countless times to make the pain of what is happening to stop. I have cried and bawled and yelled to my empty house day after day, after day, for an answer to how I let this happen. When the bomb first dropped on me, I got every beer and every bottle of alcohol in my house, put it on my counter, and made it a point to drink as much of it as humanly possible until I passed out on my couch. I never drink by myself, but in my despair, I didn't see any other way to get through that night.
My point is that we understand what you are going through FOBD. We are all here for you. And man, I tell you what, I think that I would really enjoy sharing a more enjoyable drinking binge on the town with you some day! You seem like my kind of guy... a good guy, with a huge heart, and loyalty to his friends and family.
Take care man.
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
