HUGS Girl! You know this is a roller coaster ride we didn't want to be on. You also know from reading DR that MLC'ers are drinking the kool aid; one minute they aer giving you a small window of hope and then they pull the rug out from under you again. You have DB'g experience so you know that you have to be cautiously optimistic.
My H when he was living at the house used to roll his eyes at me, things I said or did too. I would think it has to be pretty hard to maintain such levels of perfection 24/7 on their part don't you?!
I had my bad day yesterday. I feel good today even tho H called. I let him leave a msg again. Wasn't going to have him ruin my day.
You have to decide when you've had enough. Now is the time where it should be all about you. You need to take care of Hope.
Keep strong - we're all in your corner!
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M: 48, H: 42 Kids: 0 T: 20 yrs M: 16 yrs. (H's 1st, my 2nd) WAS/MLC: 12/7/09-I'm not the wife HE deserved Came home per L: 12/26/09, Left again: 2/6/10 Served: 10/21/10, D FINAL: 6/15/11
