Iam not financially dependant on him. I have a good job with great benefits and am able to take care of myself and my son.
After 7 months I still do want him back. He told one of his friends the reason why he left is because I don't love him which made him lonely. We did almost everything together. People envied me because my H always stood up for me and was there with me. Maybe it is MLC because he bought an expensive boat and pick-up truck a few years earlier which was pretty hard on our budget. A while after that he was extremely critical of me and wasn't getting along with his S because they were arguing alot (typical of teenagers but H wasn't very patient with him). Maybe I'm an enabler because I always went along with whatever he wanted.
If he is so happy and things are so much better with the OW, why hide the fact that there is one. It seems like he hates me so why feel guilty?...aren't I getting what I deserve?
