Me? I use to have dreams about my W, wake up and throw up.
Everyone has some similar thing when they realize how much their M and their spouse has brought so much joy and pain upon them.
This is a process and the pain and heartache is part of it.
It propels you forward.
I like your BITS. You guys need each other. You are in this together.
I can tell you the friends I have made on these boards and those that walked along side me are some of the best people I have had the pleasure to know in my life.
Keep steppin.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am