Can't seem to tell what stage or what i'm doing

[Metal]

Grocery,
Thank you for all of your comments. It really means a lot to me. Yes, I am detaching. Also, I'm deciding to stick by my M no matter what she does, and to be here when she comes out of her MLC fog or whatever is going on.

As for child-care, we only started to work it out. I'm taking them to school now, and she's picking up, bring home, and I take care of them after I get off work, and she'll leave. They stayed at her new-room tonight, so I'm curious how that went, since she's been pretty out-of-it emotionally. I went out with some friends tonight, and Played Pool and Darts, had some beer. It was fun. Got home like 1am. Weird not having anyone at home all day, but me. Got some good time to introspect and work on myself. I'll be playing in the church band again tomorrow (haven't done that since these crazy 7 weeks started). Shaved my goatee off. I used to shave and change my face-hair often before I got M.