Goodfight-wanted to let you know I am here for you, I will read your thread and comment more tomorrow, as I have to get to bed now and just saw your comments on whitney's thread...I am so sorry you are hurting. Hugs and support coming your way..God has a plan for you and it will all be what is best for YOU!! I believe that 100%.

Off the topic...my little 4 year old ex-neighbor died today..she had suffered from a horrible genetic disease since she was 1 yr. old. She never sat up, crawled, talked, walked..nothing. She was deeply loved and will be missed greatly. It made me realize that I am a very lucky woman, I have three healthy, beautiful, smart, kids who have lived a good life so far, not one without issues or pain, but a pretty good one. This poor little girl only got one life (just like all of us)...and that was what it was...so very sad. I texed my ex with the news, as these were our neighbors for almost 10 years in our house we had when we were married..he told me he heard it from me and again from our other neighbor while reffing basketball and was crying on the court.

Life is strange and you just never know when an epiphany is going to hit...hang in there!! My thoughts are with you!!

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Me-40
XH-44
T-21
M-18
Div-19 mo.
D-18,S-15,D-11
Bomb-7/07 EA,PA
Mvd out-9/07-to give me space
mvd back-12/07
mvd out-7/08
back with OW since 2/08
OW broke it off-1/10
in and out of tunnel and our life since!!