You are making alot of sense to me right now. Right before my H moved back home for the final time is when I got really angry with him and went dark, dark,dark. He would call and I wouldn't answer and leave me messages just to hear my voice on the machine. He told me that he was afraid of loosing me.
I got a little upset with him tonght though. My son and grandkids were here all afternoon and he was washing and cleaning the cars. I pretty much went on with my daily stuff and playing with the grandkids and leaving him with the vehicles. He was talking to our son. What got to me was he was acting just like nothing at all was going on with us. That everything was normal.
My son and H went out tonight for a couple of beers. Before my H went to pickup my son, I opened my big mouth. The tension got to me and I told him that I won't live my life like this and I deserve happiness and someone to love me. He told me "didn't we just have this conversation a week ago?" So I don't know if he is going to get a D or work on us.
So he left it at that and before he left he said he would see me tonight.
I had to let it out or I was going to explode. I am tired of biting my tongue and probably made a big mistake.
