Today has been rough. The party was fun and the entire time the guest enjoyed themselves. On my way home it hit me that W is 1500 miles away while I am here being Mrs. Doubtfire.
We had a great conversation a few days ago. How nice. In the end does it really change anything? I look at the steps in order to reconcile and think to myself how can I get there? There is no face to face time. There is no "date" night to spark some romance. There is phone and some text. Why do I suffer for this person? Why do I stand for vows that only have real meaning to me? Is she worth it? Do they deserve such loyalty? Just by looking at it from a logistic stand point the chances of us getting back together are slim to none. Think about it...she would have to repack her life and move cross country. Not likely!
I don't know just had some stuff to get off my chest.
