Good answer. But you do know that at some point, you have to deal with everything head on, one way or the other and at the same time be willing to let the chips fall where they may. Inaction only put off the inevitable whatever that may be.
IMP
PS - you going to dotto's
IMP
you like to pick on me don't you imp!?
no I wont be making it to dottos...been out two nights this week already and I am going out tonight as well (tues/thurs class and tonight kareoke with mom and a friend) sunday I am supposed to go to the game with h so I think I should stay home and get some rest sat night.
now back to the "stuff",
I think you're getting the wrong message from me here. I do not define who I am by who I am with friends or otherwise. I do not need a relationship just want one. I don't particularly fear meeting someone else...my fear is that while living my life and making myself happy there is the possibility (that since h doesn't really participate in much with me) that someone might catch my eye, or mind, or heart...then what??
IMP you are one of the very few people from this bb who have met me in person...do I really strike you as someone who needs anyone? or who stays in r out of some fear that I'd have to be alone if I didn't want to?
The only decisions I am capable of making to improve my life at this point in time are limited 1. because of the little ones.. 2. because I see no reason to make a decision to stay or go from this m just becuase I'm not happy every freakin day. who is happy with their m every day?
