Today, I feel anxious. H is being great but something doesn't feel right. I'm terrified another bomb will drop. I can't stop thinking about December and how great Christmas was and how clueless I was. I don't know how to get past this.
Hope, I forget if you've mentioned this before, but would H agree to start some counseling with you? I think that if you had the right C, it would do wonders for the trust issues that you are having (justifiably btw). Plus, it sounds to me that your H could really benefit from it.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce