I think this is probably the biggest fear I have if W and I ever get back together. When is it going to happen next? The trust between the two of you will probably take some time to develop. Be patient and give it time, you are in the baby stage right now. Your feelings are perfectly normal I would imagine there is still some fear and lack of trust.
As you grow closer with each other and the trust begins to happen then you will be able to open up more and more but having the guard up has to be normal
