Today, I feel anxious. H is being great but something doesn't feel right. I'm terrified another bomb will drop. I can't stop thinking about December and how great Christmas was and how clueless I was. I don't know how to get past this.
Me - 38, 2nd M, no living children, 1 forever 6 yr old boy H - 44, 3rd M, twins 16
Dating 4/07 M 10/08 Bomb #1 12/10 Bomb #2 1/11 Bomb #3 12/11
