so sorry you had a tough day, but that means that tomorrow will be better! i relate to you on so many levels i am taking care of my parents right now and they are not doing too well and just when i feel like things can get no worse...well, you know when it rains it pours these days and it's so hard for me to stay the course, but like you, i need to try i need to find myself again and i am so glad that you have i bet it did throw you when you awoke from your dream and i do believe they are our brains working overtime so tired now i have not slept in days so i'm sorry if this is a bit scattered, but i just wanted you to know how i empathize and that i am right here with you i hope you are sleeping well tonight and have a brilliant day tomorrow xo
