I did mean making life better in terms of your relationship or lack thereof with your H. The other stuff is all good.
Quote: there could be many answers to that question but I suppose you mean in relation to my marriage? well I fear moving beyond h (not being able to share with him things in my life becuase 'he just wouldn't understand' or meeting someone that I am more compatable with or not and nothing getting better with the r despite the fact that my life once again gets full and just peacefully co-exhisting in a m is not what I want.
That is pretty confusing. Seems like you are intellectually far superior to your H. And why would you fear meeting someone with whom you are more compatible? Maybe, you need to think of your life as your life and not in terms of a relationship with a man.
