LAH - sorry for what you are going through. Look, don't be so hard on yourself. You should be commended for the committment you have to your family.

You are going thru a very painful time, no doubt. Your W will realize one day that the grass isn't greener. The day that happens, you will know whether you will still want to be the greener grass.

We are here for you even if its not the familiar group of friends you had when you first joined. Our group is pretty cool.

Stay strong, enjoy your kids this w/e and keep posting.

Peace and Hugs - ZG

BITS

M: 48, H: 42 Kids: 0
T: 20 yrs M: 16 yrs. (H's 1st, my 2nd)
WAS/MLC: 12/7/09-I'm not the wife HE deserved
Came home per L: 12/26/09, Left again: 2/6/10
Served: 10/21/10, D FINAL: 6/15/11