I've been intending to post to you for awhile. Last weekend I read your previous thread and the thing that jumped out at me is how much you seemed to transform from the beginning to the end of that thread. You have become strong, resting on your faith in God. HB's post lays out a path for your feet.
I had been devout as a young woman but became very discouraged in my early 20s and lost my faith. A big miracle for me, early after the bomb, gave me hope that God was acting in my life. There have been a handful of smaller "miracles" since then. These have given me faith to continue DB'ing, even though I am D'ed.
Your faith will continue to give you comfort and strength.
