wow, glad to hear others in my shoes... i'm on a christian site... nothing much til i hit it off for 12 days on chat and txt with this handsome Iraq vet 6hrs from me, he seemed so nice and sweet and we liked the same things... *sigh* long story short, somehow he got spooked -- he asked to meet and talk then never called me on an agreed hour, he wanted to be friend in FB and I told him not until I talked to him...

I got my hopes up... actually felt bad for a while... though it was me sending the email and bringing up the fact that he has 2 kids and 2 exes and has a job and goes to school 6hrs from me... I wasn't going to move if things progressed, neither was he... sigh... still wanted to be friends, but the not calling me and leaving hanging didnt' feel right... he hasn't called, so he's not interested in being friends... so that tells me a lot (or it should, I still wish we'd be friends... and he was cute too, lol)

Anywho, I'm feeling a bit needy, so I should calm down a bit and stop checking my profile on the dating site... lol...but I am a bit put off by men for now... have enough on my plate...

If it's God's will it will happen... we'll see... hate the dating game though...


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.