no one's buying into my "the sky is falling" drama of today?
sheesh you guys are no fun!
ok so...I'm lonely...h works alot and just when I think his slow time is comming...it doesn't...he left this morning probably around 4 am and didn't return til about 5:30 pm..with 1 phone call somewhere around 4:30 to let me know he was on his way home...I left for my class at 6:45 to return to find that he's already gone up to bed...and I believe he is to leave again in the wee hours.
troubling? well ya it was for a while and who knows part of me still is troubled..but when he came home with orange paint on his boots I thought to myself..oh, ok, that's what he was doing all day (marking the drive ways for the next storm)
still just don't feel right...but what are feelings anyway.
