Australia part two

[JCJ]

I do deserve more. He just called, wants to meet me on Monday. I will meet him because I want my money back but then no more.

[mishka422]

Now that you have made that decision, stand firm on it. It will be difficult when you see him, but you know what is best for you and all the emotional upheaval you feel with him probably isn't it.

I really like the idea of going to Thailand with your sister and then going home from there. It's probably time. You said it yourself, you felt it before Christmas. It has to be driving you a little mad by now.

Do it! What's holding you back?

[JCJ]

It's scary to have to go back and start again. Living at home with my parents and having to get a job from scratch!

[Reincarnated]

But J, look at how much you have done, completely on your own, without your parents or friends there with you! Going home is going to be another wonderful chapter in your life, where you know that you are deeply loved and you can show your new appreciation for all these people in your life.
Great things are on the horizon....

[JCJ]

Thanks Donna! Yeah, isn't it funny to be more scared of going home than going away! I think I am always scared of failure and always set myself high expectations.

[JCJ]

Just saw this. It can happen any time...

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-12302823

[kat727]

I was scared to go home after spending a year away. All those crazy thoughts going through my head. Well when I landed in Kansas City, they weren't there. My fear turned to being a bit ticked as I hadn't seen them in a year and they couldn't even be on time!!

They expected me to be the same, but I wasn't and I had a few months where it was a tad difficult resolving the two parts of me. So even now when I am home I miss Denmark and when I am there, I miss here. Once the kids have their feet on the ground I will start up my traveling again. Ireland being first on the list!

Never meant to make you cry (hopefully they were good tears). I adore you silly girl. Make a good life.

kat

[MichelleLT]

You've moved how many times in Australia? LOL And found how many jobs?

You will be fine. No doubt in my mind.

(((Julia)))

[BobbiJo]

Just saw this. It can happen any time...

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-12302823

Wow that is incredible! Hard to imagine...but I like to think there was something that draw two people together in the first place and if they get past the anger and resentment, that connection is likely still there...

[mishka422]

What a lovely story Julia.

There's nothing to be scared about. It's just another adventure to be excited and maybe a little nervous about. Just think, you'll be surrounded by the people who love you most in this world. That has to be the best feeling!