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[Seminolewind]

Well i guess I wont get a next time now. This is an e-mail I recieved today from my wife.

This is the last I want to talk to you. I've repeatedly told you the same thing, and I don't want to talk to you any more.

You don't think for yourself.
Relying on our oldest daughter for her sympathy and understanding is uncalled for.
Crying to my father that I'm not trying, and telling him that you've changed and that I don't care - also uncalled for.
I don't have respect for you. I don't want to come home to you. I am to the point that your cousin spoke of also.
You're an emotional roller coaster every day.
You're manipulating.
You're selfish.
You're not a good husband, father, or friend.
You don't take care of things like you should.
You make fun of others for no reason.
You've held secrets, and lied.
I just don't like who you are.
You brag on yourself every day in some way.
Your insecurities have pushed you to being paranoid.
You're not understanding, sincere, or nice to live with.

I want you to leave me alone. There's no need to come over any more. We have phones and email. I'll let you know if I get a new number today. Don't even reply to this email.

Well now I am a total wreck. I should have stayed away and kept my mouth shut for a while. Now I think I have completely lost all hope.