I have done everything wrong....

[islander]

I met W at SD school play today. I acted as if everything was fine. We spoke like friends. No R talk at all. After the play we went to SD classroom for a few minutes. W parked car near mine (I Arrived first and saved her a seat). We walked out together, and as I got to my car first, I told her bye and that I would see her sunday (to discuss bills). I immediately got in my car and left. It seemed like she paused for a minute when I told her bye, like if you were going to give a hug or kiss. I know that was not any intention of hers, but that was the type of pause. I think I did alright. This is so hard on the soul.