Need advice please!!! Not sure on next move?

[dixiegal]

Thanks Yall....I feel a little better about it today....Mr. Bond your input???

I realize at least I did catch my self and I didnt loose control and say ILY or anything like that. That's good...

I have not called him since this all started...I have only replied. But, I think I should go PITCH BLACK DARK now! I was thinking I will only answer if he asks me a question around really meeting him for Dinner to talk or the dog??? Yall thoughts???

But, really I feel like I have not really heard from him much since he walked. I guess...that is what drove yesterdays back slide and the C talk. Because, I felt a sense of urgency...ya know the whole he is done w/us and is moving on now...I may not get another chance thing...

But, don't yall think he just said the Dinner thing to reflect the R talk? Or do yall really think he meant it? I feel he just said it to deflect...

Guess, that is what bothering me...so much...

Thank Yall!