my h is an island my h shows no emotion other than indifference or frustration. my h is lost my h is burried my h is not a person...and I am not the only one who see's/ feels it...he blames it on his business...probably in some ways blames it on me...I don't know my h and I'm tired of trying to get to know him. I feel more connection to strangers in the stores than I do with the man who lives in my home. what the hell am I doing?