I should also add....that I did tear up when I apologized to H. He did notice this too...we were standing really close to each other. I also recall, when he kissed me on the cheek...I said, in a nervous laugh...did you just kiss me?? He responded yep. (Ummm that was real dumb of me!)

I feel so stupid...why didnt I just say bye and get in the dang suv!?!

Now, I'm back to just waiting on him to make the next move.....which clearly he is running for the hills about now...

PLEAE yall...I need your feedback....good, bad & ugly!

Praying for us all always,
Dixie

Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010