I swear, when I think I'm at my wits end, you guys continue to absolutely crack me up!!!! I'm near tears this morning and I open this up and I almost fell off my chair laughing!
Ugh, Bond... you are so right! Did a bit of the wardrobe change. I'm down two dress sizes so not a lot fits, but I bought some skirts and wear them a lot with the knee high boots My hair?? Ugh... I had it straightened, but he likes curly hair (those guys are rare)... so I'm letting it go back to curly. You know they say that smell has the longest memory of all the senses. So I went back to wearing the same lotion I wore when we first dated. And Bolt, seriously, I did that with the leopard print!!!! I can't stop laughing!
Now, FOBD and all... as far as the control... who knows? I guess this is why I'm so confused. I told you that he's done a bit of a change towards me... I normally would think those things were positive. BUT, he's made no effort to come back into the bedroom, he doesn't kiss me goodbye anymore (that stopped when he told me he was moving out two weeks ago), he doesn't take his breaks with me, he doesn't normally have lunch with me, he doesn't usually call me to tell me he's on his way home anymore. Those things are gone. So, I'm just not sure what to make of any of it.
I think that this weekend will prove interesting. Two weeks ago, he said he was moving out. He went to look at apartments that first day. The following weekend he went away on a trip. So, I'm interested in what happens this weekend.
Mostly, I'm just following the FOBD prescription... working my behind off at the gym and making friends. I guess it means a lot to hear that I'm sounding confident. That makes me excited!!! I know that's because of the gym. It really has been a refuge for me.
My hair?? Ugh... I had it straightened, but he likes curly hair (those guys are rare)... so I'm letting it go back to curly. You know they say that smell has the longest memory of all the senses. So I went back to wearing the same lotion I wore when we first dated. And Bolt, seriously, I did that with the leopard print!!!! I can't stop laughing!
