Scared and Alone

[Bolt]

Lost!
Just read through your sitch and really see some major changes. I agree with FOBD that you are taking some control. I mean, he's having someone check on you at the gym? That's serious control on your part.

I also agree with MrBond. Work it! That will give you so much confidence - even if you simply wear a leopard print bra under your work clothes. Nobody else will see it but won't you feel better about it? Me thinks yes

Please keep up the good work. At a certain point you will want to talk about the R with him but right now, keep GAL-ing. You'll end up better on the other end no matter what!