Welcome back. Yeah I was pretty happy most of the day and I believe we could have probably talked another two hours but sometimes you have to quit while you’re ahead. The hardest part right now is keeping expectations at bay. Like I said earlier we spoke again around noon and sealed the deal for a time for next week to speak to the DB but as you know a week in our state is a long freaking time, might as well be next year.
A perfect example of expectations....since we had such a nice talk and it continued to today followed by some text I was sure she would call tonight. She didn't. As a result I am little bumed out, but that is my own fault. It's the up and down at least now I am better prepared for the down turns. If it wasn't for you,denver,mj,hope,dixi,sandi,michele,s2d,1step,lost,mr bond,true, j3b,and some others I would still be in the fetal position.
You guys lift the soul! I think this is the most dangerous part of the communication maybe right now she needs to stop and think about what we spoke about and do her own thinking. My desperation and anxiety will not win this battle.
“Faith is not simply a patience that passively suffers until the storm is past. Rather, it is a spirit that bears things - with resignations, yes, but above all, with blazing, serene hope.”
