Now that you have made that decision, stand firm on it. It will be difficult when you see him, but you know what is best for you and all the emotional upheaval you feel with him probably isn't it.
I really like the idea of going to Thailand with your sister and then going home from there. It's probably time. You said it yourself, you felt it before Christmas. It has to be driving you a little mad by now.
Do it! What's holding you back?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!