I realised I think what was making me nervous about him.
That what I wanted from him was to acknowledge that he had a girlfriend and that that girlfriend was me. I wanted to be in an exclusive relationship that was commited to moving forward and wasn't in limbo about moving forward.
I didn't pressure him or tell him that and he was showing signs of it but I think we were on different pages.
Is that an unrealistic expectation?
Am I thinking too much and analysing?? I'm bored at work with nothing to do... it doesn't help!
