W called me twice today back go back. No message, no text. I did not answer or call her back. It has only been 4 hours and it feels so wrong. I feel worse. W probably doesn't feel anything right now. This s•cks. How did we get here, really?

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...