Not sure anything that we can say will help right now, but just know that there is a TON of support here for you. Your pain is our pain, amigo. This is just one shot fired in the battle. The battle is not over until YOU fire the last shot.
B.I.T.S.
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11