Thanks for checking in LIS. It is at 2:15 MST. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. I don't know in the long run whether it will help my M or not, but at least it will give me back my self esteem and a sense of worth.

The fact of the matter is that I still feel deep down inside that my W is too far gone, but...

Can't seem to shake that feeling.

B.I.T.S.

M42
W38
D5D7
M8
Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10
Moved out 1-7-11
FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11