When is your interview today? I want to make sure I am praying. I hope that this works out for you. I just think once you choose one of these jobs and get working, you are going to feel so much better about yourself and things. I also think that this is going to go a long way to you getting back control. I completely understand wanting to smack her and tell her to get over herself. They do get these inflated egos with this crap, don't they? It's sickening, to tell you the truth. Kicking people when they are down is wrong on so many levels, but so many people do it. Many without realizing it.
I was watching American Idol last night. The last scene was about a guy who was engaged to be married. His fiancee was absolutely gorgeous and full of life. 2 months before the marriage, she got into a major accident that resulted in a traumatic brain injury. He goes to take care of her everyday with her mother. He said in two months I was going to make the vows to her, "for better or for worse, in sickness and in health." He said, "what was I going to do, leave her when she needed me most. There was no way I could do that." I'll tell you, I was incredibly humbled. My H was in the other room listening to the same thing. I went out to the kitchen to get a drink, and there wasn't a peep out of him.