Could be exactly right 2Step. OW, though, is NOT stable. I mean not at all. That's why I am riding this out because she's had 2 fiancees dump her because of her attitude. People at work can't stand her. While I freak out on here, I'm pretty much the poster child for stability at the moment in our home. I have altered my routine from the married days, but have really kept to a routine. My moods at home don't rise and fall with his. This was an important thing that you folks taught me. No matter how I'm feeling, just keep smiling.
I'm just kind of betting against it lasting much longer. H spent a lot of time trying to get home a day early this past weekend. Made me wonder.
Now even if they don't last, it doesn't mean there's any chance for M. That I understand. It's just one less obstacle. What I won't do, though, is put up with his back and forth. That's why I have not much responded to him and his gestures yet. I will not live like that. I will continue to show him unconditional love. Meaning if he needs something, I will help him. I will not treat him badly because he treated me badly. (Even if every fiber of my being some days does want to treat him badly )
Nothing from Virginia yet. I think she's away at a conference, though.
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