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[mj144]

I know exactly how you feel habit. The only difference in your sitch and mine is that I wasn't nearly as patient as you are being and couldn't help myself and pursued my W. This led to me pushing her to the point of wanting to move forward w/ D. Then I made the move out of the house to stop her from moving forward. Along the way, I managed to lose my job and all respect of my W and quite possibly blew any chance I had of saving my M. I know you are going insane inside, but don't go my route and push the issue. Hang tough. I know you want your 180 to be w/ your family. Isn't there anyrthing that you can take on as a hobby that would be a 180, but still keep you around the house? Any home improvements you can do? Photography? Cooking?