I am with FOBD on this. In my case she is gone so I have to DB my A$$ off. In your case you have indecision. Well what's wrong with taking some action here of your life and decisions.
At this point I think of quote I read once "the one who loves the least is the one who controls the relationship" I say take back some control in a loving way.
To get up each morning with the resolve to be happy... is to set our own conditions to the events of each day. To do this is to condition circumstances instead of being conditioned by them.
